on or off

Do you remember when we first met?

I know it was winter, February 6th, in a dark night. I don't exactly remember it myself, but so you have told me. So it was a very bright room with people in white rushing somewhere, and I probably was crying. And all red. I doubt I knew who you are at that moment, but I' m sure I realised that the warmth I had lost was found in your arms, in your embrace. And for all it's woths I know that the first true smile I ever saw was yours.

I.H.Y

Dear friend,

I love characters that know what they are , what they want, and where are they going. That's all i want to be and nothing i am.

I found this on one of my writings and it kind of clicked today. Sorry for being so busy and not being busy at all. Sorry for all the things I haven't told you and for all the things I haven't done. But i want you to know at least this -
I'll try harder. For myself and for you. Cause it's gonna take some while for this storm to pass.