yeah

Dear you,

I terribly miss you right now.

Butterfly fly

He never stopped repeating that love is like a butterfly, colorful and short, and I didn’t know any better to tell him otherwise. 

But it’s different now. So, wherever you are, listen. Maybe love truly is like a butterfly, because there is no thing colorful than love, but the time is where he went wrong. In love there is no short and there is no long, the time does not matter, it’s as if you are walking down the road in a middle of desert and feeling happy, feeling infinite.  

If he was here now, I’d tell him that he was right, love truly is just as beautiful as a butterfly. 

Lines

I & I and somehow it's parallel and it's amazing.

I & You really isn't, but it's still alright, ‘cause for all I am I want to be tangled up in you.

Antique romance

"I am a human, but a doll...
Feelings are not needed. Physically alive, but not mentally.
I am a painting trapped inside a rusted frame.
The cold skin of a statue.
Like a stuffed bird--
Killed and set for display.
I wonder...
I wonder, on whose display I will be placed..."*

The speed limit

Dear friend,

could we please go a little bit slower? I know you get 4 points for going slower than the actual speed limit, but we could drive in the safe side for a while, you know. Because I get dizzy and unsure at a high speed and the world seems to be upside down for me, and then I don't even know if I’m telling you the truth or if I’m lying or even if it's me who's talking. So if you want the best of me, slow down.

I am incapable of evading holes and other creatures at high speed so be ready for a not-so-shiny ending, because when I’ll hit someone I’ll stop, and that’s how far this story is gonna be.

The morning hangover

Hey friend,

turn off your television, radio and throw away all your books, stop listening and predicting and hoping, hoping, hoping. Life is not a story; it's more like an optimistic recreation of hell. Don't think you will fall in love with the first boy you like or even the first one you are together with, because that's a shit. The movies of beautiful life’s, created in some ones head, is just a dream, hon, it's just a dream. They make the world go crazy. Young girls longing for love, when there is no idea what that love actually is. Is it an embrace or linked hands? Is it somebody to spend your time with? There is nobody to tell you the right answer; no one can tell you what’s in your heart. 


 Life is not simple at all. Especially if you are a loner. Life gives you bumpy roads of stormy night in the middle of the ocean. Life gives you hard choices and uneasy feelings and things you just can't grasp with both hands and a beating heart no matter what. Life is all about the questions in the morning hangover and the feelings of the wrong direction your destiny is taking. And it's not at all about future, no, it's for the past, the hits and touches we have had, but most of all, it's about today. So stop wasting your time marveling at made up stories off princes and roses and the perfect moments, because life will just screw you anyway. 


But life is not that complicated as you fear, cause after all, it’s all about living and moving forward or backward, that’s your religion. So be sure, life will give you the most wonderful moments when you are not expecting them at all, so why don’t you stop now?

4 seconds

It is impossible for the thunder to catch the lightening. They will always be four seconds apart. Four steps and one blink of an eye.

The way she always reaches for his hand, but is never able to hold it with the right amount of rain.

Ir pagājis pusgads pēc pēdējā negaisa.